The scary thing that I sometimes think about is that if I had listened to my logical brain when I was working a corporate job, I would have never made it as an artist. Oh, Angie, you have to pay your bills. You can’t be self-employed. That’s too risky. If I had listened to these thoughts of how unstable I would be as a ‘starving artist’, I would never be here talking to you today.
Your logical brain is heavily fueled by your ego. Your ego, at the end of the day, wants to protect you. And how does it do that? It triggers fears, always painting a picture of the worst-case scenario. In fact, the thought of being the starving artist is one of the worst artist fears that a lot of creatives struggle with.
But sometimes you have to shut your ego up and realize that you are so much more powerful than those fearful thoughts that your ego tries to bestow onto you all the time.
We all come from different circumstances and backgrounds that have conditioned us to feel like things come the way they do. Maybe you come from a background of a creative family where making art was a big part of your childhood life. Then it is much easier for you to take the plunge and become an artist now that you are grown up.
But maybe you come from a background where things always just felt hard and difficult. Maybe you learned from your parents that making a living must be really exhausting and nerve-wracking. But now that you are older, you can take a moment to reflect on those things you have learned growing up. And to realize that you have the power to change them. It just takes a little bit of work…
WOOOOW. What a great article, Angie. Thank you so much for sharing your thoughts and being so real and honest about everything.
Thank you so much, Rayana! I’m always glad when I can inspire other artists by sharing my experiences (: